
photo by Sara Fasano
Joseph Fasano is a poet, novelist, and songwriter. His books include Fugue for Other Hands (2013), Inheritance (2014), Vincent (2015), The Crossing (2018), The Dark Heart of Every Wild Thing (2020), The Swallows of Lunetto (2022), The Magic Words (forthcoming, 2024), and The Last Song of the World (forthcoming, 2024). His writing has been widely translated and anthologized, most recently in The Forward Book of Poetry (Faber and Faber). His album of original songs, The Wind that Knows the Way, is available wherever music is streamed or sold. He teaches at Manhattanville College, and he shares poetry and writing prompts daily on his social media platforms.
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Teaching my son to swim
Maybe it was his blood in my veins
that made me fight everything my father
tried to teach me. The right grip
on the baseball bat; the words to say
to god; the way to wade, with reverence,
slowly into someone else's life.
I could go on. Words. Deeds. The way to say
our name.
Now, chest deep in the waters
of summer, I hold my little son's body
across my forearms
and tell him listen, listen,
he who does not know
I am only trying to give him a way
to leave me— this boy, this beautiful child
with his nakedness, his honey-
colored eyes, this child I will hold like this
for a few brief seasons in my arms
before I have to let go
of all of it, all of it:
a home, a soul, a body;
a father trying to show
how sweet it is to be held
by anyone, anyone;
a son protesting, as they are made
to do, for minutes, for hours, for years,
kicking and thrashing awhile
before he gets it.
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After love
Now that you have lost another version of you, walk out through the new moon in the spruces and lie down in the deep leaves of the clearing. Listen: they are still here, the wild things, migrations moving on again from winter. All your life you heard a word of the singing, all your life admitted just a bit of it; all your life you played your one small part. Wake now. Stay here with your parting arms and do it, finally do it: open to the whole of it, the whole of it, the wind that sings what's been since the beginning. Listen. Listen. Listen. There is no one you're betraying in your changes when you become the whole wild song of what you are.
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For the end, whenever it may come
All my life I heard a music that almost carried me. My mother's love like cold sap in my branches. My father's hush as wild as foals, and strong. From these I made a little life to give to you. These and this same soft voice that wakens me: Don't be afraid, Joseph. The singing has to end to be a song.
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Publishing credits
Teaching my son to swim: Exclusive to East Ridge Review
After love: First published in FemAsia
For the end, whenever it may come: Exclusive to East Ridge Review